Oh wow...where do I start? Ok, first off I am a single mother of four kids. They are my everything and I just want them happy, safe, and able to live a normal life and succeed. I am 28 yrs old, my children are 3, 4, 7 and my oldest turns 9 in 2 weeks. I left their dad because he was physically and mentally abusive to me. He didnt do things to them but i didnt want them growing up thinking that was a normal relationship. When I left him I moved us in with my 70 yr old grandmother since there are no shelters around our area and she had "plenty room". I had a job for the last six months and was paying toward my debts...now my client is too sick and I am out a job. My gma also is a couple months from selling her home and moving. So, I am being sucked back into possible moving in with their dad again just to have financial stability. This is not good at all. And when i left him he took everything from our furniture to the kids clothes and even mine. I have tried so hard to get back on track and out of her house but i just cant seem to accomplish anything at this point. What do I do now? My kids need me...the real me...not this worried, depressed, form of a mother that snaps at them when they SPEAK because shes mad at herself. I need help I dont know what to do ):
